Our first attempt has come and gone, but the 2nd is going to have to wait until September. We had a baseline scan on Monday which resulted with some cysts still remaining from the first try. My body just didn't want to let go of the follicles (which are now called cysts after the fact), which would not be optimal for making a baby this month. The nurse said that we could try if we absolutely wanted to, but that we may just be throwing money away. We took her lead, and have decided to wait until next cycle. This turn of events was a little hard to take. We were so looking forward to trying again, but alas, God has other plans. Jenn, always to see the positive side to things said that it would allow us some time to recoup our funds and also allow me to ride everything in Disney when we go in a few weeks. Definitely a plus, although I would not have complained for having to stay off of the fun stuff in order to keep a baby safe in my belly. But I guess a mini vacation is going to be good for our sanity. Some surf from Cape Canaveral and some fun from Disney can sure almost anything. Plus, we get to spend some more time with my parents. This year we have seen them a lot, and I love it! I also love that Jenn enjoys spending time with my family as well... definitely a bonus and a lot of stress off of me and our relationship.
Jenn is my rock. She has been absolutely amazing with all of this. When I am an emotional mess, and can't make a valid thought in my brain, she steps up to the plate and takes care of everything. I feel guilty most of the time though, as I am the older one, and should be playing this part... but she is just too good at it. Needless to say, I love her with everything that I have.
So now we rest, relax and wait for the next try. I have never wanted to see my next period so badly...ugh!
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