So we took the test on Monday morning and it was negative. I cried a bit, but generally held it together. Jenn is my rock, and I know that she is just as dissapointed as me, but she makes sure to see the positive and show it to me. She gets me through evrything. The only thing is, is that I have yet to start my period (TMI, I know) and I am having some symptoms that can't be just in my head. It has been almost a week with my sore boobs, and that can't be ignored. We are going to test one more time on Saturday, and then if it still says negative, I guess we will wait for aunt flow to eventually show up. It might be easier to go get a blood test done, but insurance won't cover that either, so the last thing that we need right now is another doctor bill.
It feels like doctor bills are eating us alive. Not just from the IUI treatments, but from previous visits as well. Both Jenn & I got really sick a few months ago in Miami, and we had to go to an urgent care down there. Well although we have insurance, the 10% that is out of pocket is still significant when there were a multitude of tests and x-rays done and the bill is in the thousands originally. I know that we are lucky to have the insurance that we do, because without it, we would be stuck...but still... money is money.
More updates to come... for now... we wait some more.
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