So, the 2WW 2/3 of the way over, and now we are down to the 5 day mark. It is so crazy to think that in just a few days, we will learn if we are mommies or not. Everyone we have any contact with that knows whats going on thinks that we are... but we refuse to get our hopes up. Yesterday Jenn & I took care of her little 3 year old cousin. We took her to the kids museum downtown, to lunch, back home to watch her favorite movie; Tangled, and then to the pool. We then gave her a bath and sat her down to watch some of Toy Story while we got ready ourselves. She was a perfect angel with us, and we loved ever minute with that little girl. This further solidified the desire to be a parent in both of us. Its funny how spending time with children can either help, or harm the feelings of wanting to be a parent.
Watching Jenn with her cousin made my eyes water a bit. She is so great with her, and I can just picture her with our children in the future. Lately I have been reading up on early signs of pregnancy. This may have been a mistake, because all of the "symptoms" I think I am having, may all be in my head. I am asking questions like "Am I just tired because I am not getting enough rest, or is it because I am knocked up!?!" I am questioning everything...not to mention I am questioning all of my food intake, and physical activities. "Did I run up the stairs too fast that I could dislodge the blastocyst from my uteran lining?!?" I feel a little bonkers with all of these crazy notions and emotions.
In the meantime... we wait. Just 5 more days... although today is almost over... so 4.5 :)
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