10 Weeks & Loving it

Jenn and I wake up every morning to read our various apps on being pregnant, and the development of our little fetus. We love seeing how quickly our little one is growing and looking more and more like the little human that we will meet ina few short (not so short) months. Today is officially 10 weeks pregnant, and the fact that baby is growing hair and nails is crazy cool! Today also marks my 30th birthday, and Jenn & my 1 yr wedding anniversary. It is a big day indeed! Unfortunately, we both have to work today (boo), but we celebrated with a lovely dinner last night, and some time spent with an old friend afterward. As we move forward, my pregnancy symptoms do too. Yesterday we were getting ready for our night out, and I literally went through every item in my closet. I tried on several things, and nothing made me feel pretty, and unlike a fat blob. I am not even showing that much yet! Everything just seemed so tight and uncomfortable, I sort of had a melt down. Jenn did not know what to do. I began tearing up, and then I could not control myself and went downstairs and just let go. The waterworks that continued were unlike anything I have ever felt. I knew in my brain that me getting bigger was a great hting! I am pregnant with our first child after a 1 yr stuggle to get here, and yet I could not make myself stop crying hysterically. I threw my face into our pile of clean laundry and I cried. I cried LOUD! Jenn texted my mother and told her that I was having a melt down, and she started to call all of our numbers trying to get a hold of one of us. I did not call her back until we were already on the way to the restaurant. My mom didn't help really, lol. She just tried to remind me of things that I already knew in my head to be true. These darn hormones!!! It's all for the greater good though.