Not Pregnant...Yet

Unfortunately I got my period and got the big negative one line on the First Response test. But on a good note, we are able to try again this month! We already started the Chlomid on Monday so today is day 3. Hopefully the follicles are maturing nicely. One the 5th we go in for the baseline scan and then if all is well, then the insemination on the 7th. All of this is coming right before my parents arrive for their first visit to our home here in Garner, NC. Jenn thinks that we should tell them, and that it would relieve some stress from me, which might make conception a little easier. I agree, but I am scared.
When we found out that we weren't prego, we were crushed (again). Jenn has been my rock though, and keeps things positive and in perspective for me. "It just means that the baby wants to be born in the same month as our fathers (July)" she says. I love her for making me smile when I am the saddest. The hardest part is switching emotional modes. During the 2WW, I am treating my body as if I was pregnant. Eating lots of veggies, resting, not lifting heavy things, and of course no alcohol. So this whole 2 weeks I am assuming I am preggers, my mind automatically goes there. Thinking about all the cute baby things. The room, the clothes, the little feet, etc... Then when we get the bad news, it is over. All of those cute things, you are to forget, because now you have to focus on trying to get pregnant again. Its exhausting for sure. I know it is hard on Jenn too, although she doesn't really show it because she has to be the strong one for all of this.
But anyway, here we are again on day 6 of my cycle. 2 more days of medicine then next week the fun stuff. This time is going to be it. Positive thinking! ***Baby Dust*** and Fertile Thoughts!
But...if it's not, the nurse told us that we should make an appointment with Dr. Park to reevaluate the course of action. We bought 3 vials of little swimmers, and this is our last one, so they have to work!
Send some love our way, and I will continue to write and let y'all know what happens.
XOXO
Christy